Monday, August 29, 2011

Tired

Salam readers,

It was tiring from 10 am - midnight, still doing house-chores, preparing for tomorrow menu. OMJ. I wonder, how opah doing so well, she can cook so many dishes in one time ? YES. She's perfect. She's the best. I miss her. 

But this raya, was obviously tiring, because previously, opah will do everything in one time. I just helped her when she called me. Now, she's gone. I think I can relax today, but as usual, I can't relax. Main bunga api pun sempat sekali sahaja. 

My boyfriend, ehem, sunshine, was sick. I am worried about him, totally. Ya Allah, sembuhkan dia segera. Ku mohon kepada-Mu. I can't listen to his voice kalau dia kena attack dengan asma. Saya rasa saya turut sakit dan rasa hendak menangis. Same goes to mama. Kalau mama kena attack dengan asma, saya juga turut rasa saya yang akan mati. Hmph.

Message raya, KekNis msg saya, Yana msg saya, Fara call terus, Sunshine message panjang-panjang, suka sangat. Semuanya bermakna. Memang tak ramai yang wish "Selamat Hari Raya' through handphone. Furthermore, my blackberry buat hal pula. Such a jerk. 

Hanya Allah s.w.t mengetahui segalanya, apa yang tersirat di dalam hati ini. Aku akan berusaha sedaya upaya untuk mengejar kebahagiaan aku di dunia juga di akhirat. Kami akan berusaha, kan sunshine ? Terima kasih, kerana stand by me, as always. Tak mudah menyerah kalah, we will show to the world how love can make us succeed in life, and change everything dalam sekelip mata. InsyaAllah, amin.



Much Love, Salam Lebaran ;
Elle Nyna.